{"id":18421,"date":"2026-10-10T23:17:39","date_gmt":"2026-10-11T03:17:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/betwixtedbutterfly.com\/translations\/?p=18421"},"modified":"2026-10-10T23:21:47","modified_gmt":"2026-10-11T03:21:47","slug":"death-progress-bar-138","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/betwixtedbutterfly.com\/translations\/death-progress-bar-138\/","title":{"rendered":"Death Progress Bar 138"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t
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Angry as he was, Rong Zhouzhong ultimately didn’t force Shi Jin to abandon Fei Yujing, who was still a patient.<\/span><\/p>

Shi Jin took a seat beside the hospital bed, looked Fei Yujing over, and asked, “How are your injuries?”<\/span><\/p>

“Minor injuries. A small surgery cleared the fluid in my lungs, and my recovery is going well,” Fei Yujing replied simply. Setting aside his files, he looked Shi Jin over in return. Seeing his pale complexion, he asked, “Did you rush here overnight? How did your final exams go?”<\/span><\/p>

Shi Jin hadn’t expected him to still have the energy to care about that. Feeling a wave of helplessness, he replied, “I did alright… What did the doctor say? Will your condition leave any lasting side effects?”<\/span><\/p>

Fei Yujing replied, “No. The lung injury was minor; once the fluid was cleared, the wound would heal naturally. As long as I take care of my ribs, there won’t be any issues.”<\/span><\/p>

“That’s good.” Relieved, Shi Jin leaned back against his chair. After a moment of silence, he said guiltily, “I’m sorry. It was my fault you got dragged into this.”<\/span><\/p>

“If you feel guilty, answer one question for me.” As if he had known Shi Jin would say that, Fei Yujing seized the opportunity to make his request.<\/span><\/p>

Shi Jin paused, glanced at him, and nodded. “Alright, ask.”<\/span><\/p>

Fei Yujing turned toward Rong Zhouzhong, who was quietly perking up his ears nearby, and said, “Old Third, Xiao Jin traveled overnight and probably hasn’t eaten yet. Go buy him a meal.”<\/span><\/p>

Rong Zhouzhong turned his head in disbelief, his voice rising: “You really treat me like your nurse, don’t you?”<\/span><\/p>

“I want to send you away,” Fei Yujing stated with brutal honesty. “This is a private conversation between Xiao Jin and me. It’s not suitable for a third person to hear. Come back in fifteen minutes.”<\/span><\/p>

Tormented over the past few days, Rong Zhouzhong’s face contorted with rage at his honesty, wishing he could march over and finish him off with his own hands. But after glancing at Shi Jin, he ultimately stood up, frowning, and snapped, “Just fifteen minutes, not a second more.” With that, he turned and strode out.<\/span><\/p>

Finally, only Shi Jin and Fei Yujing were left in the room.<\/span><\/p>

Shi Jin looked at Fei Yujing and waited for his question. In fact, he had already guessed roughly what Fei Yujing was going to ask.<\/span><\/p>

Fei Yujing brought his gaze back to him and asked directly, “The day I left the island, you said you weren’t angry about me taking advantage of you in the past. Ever since I returned, I haven’t been able to figure it out. Xiao Jin, I want to know what you’re truly angry about.”<\/span><\/p>

As expected, it was this.<\/span><\/p>

Shi Jin countered, “Why do you suddenly want to know this? Given your personality, you shouldn’t be obsessed with something like this.”<\/span><\/p>

“This isn’t an obsession for me; it’s a mental block disturbing my thoughts,” Fei Yujing explained, terrifyingly frank as always. “Since coming back, this question pops into my mind from time to time, yet I can never reach a conclusion. The more baffled I get, the more I dwell on it, until it gradually turns into an affliction that even affects my work efficiency. I want the answer not because of you, but because I want to free myself from this troublesome situation that keeps disrupting my train of thought.”<\/span><\/p>

That such a question could become a mental block, plus that emphasized line about ‘not because of you’… Shi Jin felt a dull ache in his chest and said expressionlessly, “That really is a selfish answer.”<\/span><\/p>

Fei Yujing accepted his evaluation calmly: “I thought you knew my true nature long ago.”<\/span><\/p>

But knowing it was one thing; when it came down to taking what should have been an emotional matter and dissecting it logically like official business, Shi Jin still found it hard to accept. The turbulent emotions on his side were merely a troublesome distraction on Fei Yujing’s. This emotional imbalance was the real reason the two could never grow close.<\/span><\/p>

“Second Brother, that’s exactly what I’m angry about,” Shi Jin answered, remaining emotionless as he tried to appear as rational and cold as Fei Yujing was right now. “What I seek is an emotional response, while what you offer is material and practical compensation. I can’t get what I want, so I am angry.”<\/span><\/p>

Fei Yujing paused, a rare moment of surprise crossing his face. “Emotional?”<\/span><\/p>

“Yes,” Shi Jin nodded.<\/span><\/p>

Fei Yujing looked at him and suddenly smiled. “But Xiao Jin, what you want… I have clearly already given to you.”<\/span><\/p>

Shi Jin froze, his eyebrows knitting tightly together. “What?”<\/span><\/p>

“I care about you, I help you, I yield to all your requests, protect you as best as I can, and even entrust my life to you. In this world, the only people I’ve devoted myself to like this are my mother first, and you second. Xiao Jin, you look at me through prejudice, yet you blame me for not tearing through your bias to enter your sight\u2014 isn’t that unfair to me? Of course, I am not accusing you; you have the right to view me this way. But I hope you can face your own true thoughts, otherwise you will forever guard against me in this self-contradictory state.”<\/span><\/p>

Guarding? Facing his true thoughts? What kind of nonsense was all this? It was completely incomprehensible.<\/span><\/p>

Shi Jin’s brow furrowed even deeper, feeling that Fei Yujing was distorting logic and blurring concepts. “No, you clearly\u2014clearly… clearly…” His voice suddenly faltered.<\/span><\/p>

“Clearly what?” Fei Yujing pressed.<\/span><\/p>

Looking into those eyes that seemed capable of seeing through everything, Shi Jin’s furrowed brow slowly smoothed out, and he gradually lost his voice. Clearly… clearly Fei Yujing had been treating him exactly as he said.<\/span><\/p>

Caring? Yes, Fei Yujing truly cared about him. Those routine greetings, thoughtfully chosen birthday gifts, and making time for invitations whenever possible\u2014 what were those if not care? And help\u2014 setting up the foundation, helping Lian Jun settle the energy deal, and various subsequent collaborations\u2014 if not for Shi Jin’s sake, how could someone as shrewd as Fei Yujing ever involve himself with Lian Jun, whose background was so troublesome? The same went for requests: during last year’s reunion dinner, when Shi Jin mentioned wanting his brothers to cook a meal by hand, they actually did. For a man like Fei Yujing to specially take time out to learn cooking\u2014 who would believe it if told? As for protection and entrusting his life, back at the April conference, Fei Yujing could easily have stayed out of those muddy waters altogether.<\/span><\/p>

Take this car accident right in front of him: judging by Fei Yujing’s usual style with the outside world, just causing him to get into a crash would be enough for Fei Yujing to skin the culprit alive or torture them into wishing they were dead. Yet right now, Fei Yujing had no intention of using this incident to blame him as the root of the trouble, and even turned around to comfort him instead.<\/span><\/p>

Incident after incident, Fei Yujing’s current words and actions were entirely like those of a real older brother. The care and protection behind his actions were, without a doubt, genuine emotional responses. Ever since the day Fei Yujing extended an olive branch to him, whether in terms of interest or emotion, he had tried his best in every way.<\/span><\/p>

But… why couldn’t he feel any emotional response from Fei Yujing at all? Why?<\/span><\/p>

He suddenly felt a surge of confusion.<\/span><\/p>

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His forehead was flicked suddenly. Coming back to his senses, he looked toward Fei Yujing, who had just launched the surprise attack.<\/span><\/p>

“Xiao Jin, what are you truly angry about?” Fei Yujing suddenly steered the topic back, his tone unusually gentle. “I know you didn’t tell the truth just now. Tell me the answer to this question. I want to know.”<\/span><\/p>

Shi Jin looked at him, his mind still stuck on the previous topic. Thoughts swirling in a mess, he hesitated before ultimately choosing to follow his heart, answering: “What I’m angry about… is how cleanly and decisively you abandoned me after Father died. Why could you be so ruthless? To you, was I really someone you couldn’t wait to cut ties with? Why was pulling away so effortless for you?”<\/span><\/p>

Hazy memories and emotions surged from deep within his heart. The bewilderment and grievance he had felt in his dreams reclaimed his mind once more. He felt as though he were standing on a street, blocked by strangers, while Fei Yujing stood just a few meters away\u2014 so close, yet utterly unreachable.<\/span><\/p>

Reason had a chance to pull his consciousness back, but emotion slowly surrendered to the unwillingness that had been suppressed inside his heart for so long. He suddenly had an intuition\u2014 that Fei Yujing inexplicably brought up this topic today precisely to induce him into losing control of his emotions like this.<\/span><\/p>

“Why?” Looking into Fei Yujing’s eyes, Shi Jin gave in entirely, gradually unable to tell which ‘Shi Jin’ he was anymore. “Why? Over the past dozen years or so, did you truly never invest a single shred of genuine affection?”<\/span><\/p>

Fei Yujing looked back at him and replied truthfully, “Yes.”<\/span><\/p>

Crack.<\/em> <\/span>The memories and surging emotions shattered instantly. The question that had burned in his heart for years finally received an answer. Shi Jin snapped back to reality, his eyes widening slightly as he stared at Fei Yujing, his mind and expression going blank for a moment.<\/span><\/p>

It seemed he had just heard the one answer he least wanted to hear.<\/span><\/p>

Fei Yujing raised his hand and touched his eye gently, saying, “So that’s what you were angry about… Shi Jin, the truth is always harsh, but I don’t want to lie to you. Ever since I was young, I knew my position and what I truly wanted. In the past, you were merely a symbol in my eyes\u2014 Shi Xingrui’s most beloved son, a channel to efficiently gain benefits. I knew full well what I was doing to you, understanding that our final outcome could only be strangers, or deadly enemies. Under such circumstances, I was incapable of investing real familial affection in you.”<\/span><\/p>

Shi Jin stared at him without blinking. Although his ears took in every single word, his brain resisted comprehending the meaning behind the sentences they formed.<\/span><\/p>

“I didn’t abandon you. I merely tidied up my optimal nutrient intake network\u2014 like severing a supply tube that could no longer provide nourishment and might even turn diseased. Everything I did had nothing to do with who you were as a person; it was entirely for myself. Back then, I didn’t consider your feelings or your position\u2014 I only considered myself. I am very sorry for having treated you like that in the past.”<\/span><\/p>

“What is this supposed to be?” Shi Jin’s fingers tightened inch by inch as he turned his head away to avoid his touch. “Did you really have to put it so harshly?”<\/span><\/p>

How laughable. In the past, he had thought\u2014 no, the original host had thought\u2014 that the reason Fei Yujing ignored him and completely abandoned him was out of disgust or dislike, that at least there was some kind of emotional weight attached to him, even if negative. But turned out it was all a misunderstanding? This bastard Fei Yujing had simply never cared about him as a younger brother at all. In Fei Yujing’s eyes, this younger brother wasn’t even considered a human being\u2014 just a piece of trash to be thrown away after use.<\/span><\/p>

As expected, he shouldn’t have asked those stupid questions. Hadn’t he known long ago what kind of answer he would receive?<\/span><\/p>

Facing such a lucid bastard, it would be a miracle if he could feel any emotional response. Who knew if those responses were just another game to him? Who would dare let down their guard to trust them?<\/span><\/p>

So it wasn’t that he couldn’t, but that he didn’t dare. His subconscious had long since chosen the best stance for dealing with Fei Yujing: ignore him, disregard him, and don’t care about him, because he was a devil who could hurt people with a smile.<\/span><\/p>

“Are you angry?” Fei Yujing pulled his hand back and asked.<\/span><\/p>

Shi Jin stood up with a frown and said, “There’s nothing to be angry about. I’ve known what kind of person you are for a long time… Get some rest. I’ll come see you again tomorrow.”<\/span><\/p>

“Xiao Jin.” Fei Yujing caught him by the arm and said, “I told you once before, and I will tell you again: in my life, I rarely regret anything I’ve done, but treating you like that in the past\u2014 I regret it. I’m sorry.”<\/span><\/p>

Shi Jin broke free from his grip and forced out a faint smile. “I get it, I understand your apology. But in the future, save those apologies that you only say to make yourself feel better without caring about how the other person responds. Hearing them doesn’t make me happy. After all, no matter what my attitude is, you only ever do what you want to do anyway, right?” With that, he turned around and walked away quickly.<\/span><\/p>

This time Fei Yujing didn’t stop him, but just as he reached the door, he spoke up: “Xiao Jin, what you want from me isn’t just an emotional response, but an emotional need. I will give it to you. You changed my view on family, showing me many things I previously overlooked. So as long as it’s something you want, I will give it to you.”<\/span><\/p>

Shi Jin paused briefly, took a deep breath, pulled open the ward door, and walked out without looking back.<\/span><\/p>

Watching the door close, Fei Yujing’s calm expression slowly dissolved. He lowered his eyes, rubbed his forehead, and let a trace of frustration and weariness show on his face, muttering to himself, “Was I too impatient…”<\/span><\/p>

Outside the ward, Rong Zhouzhong happened to walk back carrying the food he had bought. Seeing Shi Jin burst out with a dark expression, he froze for a moment before his brow furrowed. Stepping forward, he asked, “What happened? Did Second Brother bully you?” As he spoke, he rolled up his sleeves, looking ready to pick a fight with Fei Yujing.<\/span><\/p>

Suppressing his emotions, Shi Jin shook his head, grabbed his arm, and said, “Third Brother, I’m tired. Where are you staying? Take me there.”<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t

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Shi Jin booked a room at the hotel where Rong Zhouzhong was staying, deliberately choosing the room right next to his. He went inside, took a quick shower, and threw himself onto the bed.<\/span><\/p>

“Emotional need…” He muttered the words over and over, his eyes staring blankly into space. “Is he saying I want Fei Yujing to act like he needs me and cares about me more… How could that be?”<\/span><\/p>

He tossed over, pulled the blanket over himself, and after a long while, punched the pillow in frustration.<\/span><\/p>

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By the time he woke up, the city lights outside were already glowing. Weak and limp from hunger, Shi Jin got up, changed clothes, went next door to find Rong Zhouzhong, and dragged him along to hunt for food.<\/span><\/p>

“That was a rare good sleep,” Rong Zhouzhong yawned with his hand over his mouth. “What do you want to eat?”<\/span><\/p>

Shi Jin replied, “Rice… Third Brother, do you need me?”<\/span><\/p>

Rong Zhouzhong was bewildered by the question and asked, confused, “What do you mean?”<\/span><\/p>

Realizing he had unconsciously thought about that talk with Fei Yujing again, Shi Jin frowned and replied, “Nothing, just asking randomly. I don’t really know what I mean either.”<\/span><\/p>

Rong Zhouzhong, however, took an interest in the topic. Thinking it over, he asked, “Then do you need me?”<\/span><\/p>

Shi Jin turned his head, eyed him seriously, and replied, “Compared to you, I need Lian Jun more.”<\/span><\/p>

Choked by the response, Rong Zhouzhong’s expectations shattered. He pressed his lips together hard to suppress the urge to talk trash about Lian Jun, and pouted, “Me too! Compared to you, I need air and water more.”<\/span><\/p>

Shi Jin was amused by his response and burst into laughter.<\/span><\/p>

“What are you laughing at? Did I say something funny?” Rong Zhouzhong mumbled discontentedly. But looking at him, his own lips couldn’t help curving upward. He reached out and rubbed Shi Jin’s head vigorously, saying fiercely, “Look at you, dwelling on heavy thoughts all day long. Did Second Brother say something harsh to you? Ignore him! He’s just like that\u2014 clearly wanting to express goodwill, yet insisting on dragging everything down to self-interest and logic. You think he’s mature, rational, and restrained? Wrong! He’s just a coward. He doesn’t dare sink deep into any emotion, doesn’t dare ask for a response, and doesn’t dare let his feelings run free. He binds himself in a box, terrified that stepping out will get him hurt. Total wimp! So stop paying attention to him\u2014 he’s sick in the head. Let him die alone clinging to his heap of dogmas!”<\/span><\/p>

Shi Jin was dumbfounded by this speech, staring at him with wide, astonished eyes.<\/span><\/p>

Rong Zhouzhong raised his chin, displaying what he considered his most handsome angle, and elegantly pushed up the sunglasses on the bridge of his nose. “The most important thing for an actor is to thoroughly understand the character and perfectly present their inner mind. Deciphering people’s hearts is as simple as drinking water for me. I’ve seen too many people with Second Brother’s personality; analyzing his heart is a piece of cake. You don’t need to worship me too much\u2014”<\/span><\/p>

“In the middle of the night, inside a brightly lit building, don’t you think wearing sunglasses makes you look really stupid?” Shi Jin asked expressionlessly.<\/span><\/p>

Interrupted before he could finish boasting, Rong Zhouzhong froze. Turning his head to look at Shi Jin, his eyebrow twitched as he forced himself to save face: “I know you’re doing this on purpose to rile me up and start a fight to vent your frustration. But I won’t let you get your way!”<\/span><\/p>

Those words were all too familiar\u2014 Fei Yujing had said something similar before, though back then Fei Yujing claimed he wanted to act spoiled. Shi Jin’s heart quivered, as if a secret thought had been exposed. He suddenly reached out, snatched the sunglasses off Rong Zhouzhong’s face, and slipped them onto his own, hiding his eyes and expression.<\/span><\/p>

Rong Zhouzhong was caught off guard. Glancing around nervously to make sure nobody was paying attention, he reached out to grab them back. “Didn’t you say wearing sunglasses indoors is stupid? Give them back!”<\/span><\/p>

Shi Jin twisted away and dodged. “I like these sunglasses, they’re mine now. Why are you being so cautious? We’re abroad, nobody knows you here.”<\/span><\/p>

“You know nothing about my status in the fashion world! Give them back!” Rong Zhouzhong kept reaching for them.<\/span><\/p>

Shi Jin dodged nimbly, refusing to hand them over.<\/span><\/p>

The two brothers fooled around until they reached the restaurant, where Rong Zhouzhong finally reclaimed his sunglasses. But he no longer had any reason to wear them, as Shi Jin had turned his hair into a bird’s nest. No one would believe that the man sitting there with messy hair was the famously flawless Rong Zhouzhong.<\/span><\/p>

They got a private room. Once all the dishes were served, Rong Zhouzhong tousled his hair, rested the sunglasses onto Shi Jin’s face with a dark expression, and grumbled, “Here, take them, you childish guy.”<\/span><\/p>

Shi Jin accepted them without the slightest guilt and pointed to the watch on Rong Zhouzhong’s wrist. “That one, I like that too.”<\/span><\/p>

“…I don’t buy that you actually like this,” Rong Zhouzhong muttered. Even so, he unbuckled the watch and handed it over, adding, “The strap needs to be adjusted at a specialty shop. I’ll give you the address in B City, go fix it yourself.”<\/span><\/p>

Shi Jin took the watch and searched his pockets, finding only a cheap small clip he had bought at the campus supermarket to hold scratch paper. He stuffed it into Rong Zhouzhong’s hand and said, “I won’t take yours for free. I’ll trade you with this.”<\/span><\/p>

Looking at the plain army-green clip in his hand, Rong Zhouzhong was amused to laughter by his stinginess. He reached out and thoroughly ruffled Shi Jin’s hair.<\/span><\/p>

Shi Jin leaned back to dodge, then retaliated.<\/span><\/p>

After another round of messing around, Rong Zhouzhong smoothed his hair, looked at Shi Jin who was finally eating quietly, and asked, “Feeling better now?”<\/span><\/p>

Shi Jin tore off both drumsticks from the roast chicken and put them in his bowl, silently thanking him for his devoted company.<\/span><\/p>

“Learning to be generous now, huh?” Rong Zhouzhong huffed intentionally, looking with satisfaction at the drumsticks in his bowl. He snapped two photos with his phone, picked up his chopsticks, and placed one drumstick back into Shi Jin’s bowl.<\/span><\/p>

Shi Jin looked at the drumstick, took a big bite, and chewed vigorously.<\/span><\/p>

“Want some alcohol?” Rong Zhouzhong asked.<\/span><\/p>

Shi Jin shook his head, swallowed the chicken meat slowly, and suddenly asked, “Third Brother, is Second Brother really a coward?”<\/span><\/p>

“Really,” Rong Zhouzhong took a bite of his drumstick, squinting his handsome peach-blossom eyes as he mumbled, “When I’m free, I occasionally ponder why us brothers turned out the way we are today. Later I realized: we actually all resemble our respective mothers. Xu Jie was scheming and heavy-hearted, so Big Brother is scheming and heavy-hearted too. My mom was snobbish and pragmatic, so I became sharp-tongued and obnoxious. Fourth Brother’s mom was composed, reserved, and resilient\u2014 thank goodness Fourth Brother takes after her. Fifth Brother’s mom prioritized romance above all else, remaining eternally a teenage girl at heart, so Fifth Brother never grew up either. As for Second Brother… you really ought to meet his mother. A woman so lucidly hating herself is truly rare in this world.”<\/span><\/p>

Shi Jin poked at the white rice in his bowl, remaining silent.<\/span><\/p>

“Second Brother is like his mother, living with clarity. But they’re somewhat different: his mother chose clarity actively after going through everything. Second Brother isn’t like that\u2014 he simply doesn’t know what it’s like not to be lucid.” Rong Zhouzhong poured Shi Jin a glass of juice, showing a mature, grounded side as an older brother for the very first time. “Xiao Jin, Second Brother might never be able to empathize with the pain you suffered in the past or feel a deep gravity over it, but that doesn’t mean he lacks guilt or self-reproach\u2014 he just doesn’t know how to express it. He drew a clear boundary between himself and everyone else, hurting others while trapping himself. But now, he is trying to cross that line to understand your thoughts. He does love you, Xiao Jin.”<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t

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